Wanting to take a HPT

Alright so I am at 8 days after ovulation and want so badly to take a pregnancy test!!!! I know I should wait, but why is it so HARD! I have had the lower back pain, headaches, nausea, and spotting... how I hope this is our month :) If it is we would be expecting a New Years BABY! That was my venting for today, THANK YOU!

MS Walk

My friend Rianne is walking for MS, please show her your support! No donation is too small, because it is all going to a good cause!
http://main.nationalmssociety.org/site/TR/Walk/UTUWalkEvents?px=6387027&pg=personal&fr_id=11331
THANK YOU!

How to successfully procrastinate!

1. Find an alternate activity (I.E Blogging)
2. Procrastinate your list until getting bored with the first....

So here I am blogging when in fact I have two English papers that despite my best efforts have failed to write themselves. Why? One may ask... and I would reply because the hands of time are against me. I know that there are critics out there that may attempt to persuade me that it is in fact my own doing that keeps these papers from being written. I say that is a lie, why would such a person as I purposely cause time to pass quicker than a paper could feasible be written? They wouldn't and for this reason I say that they world needs to give me a day off because time is not doing me any favors. Alas, the joke is on me because as I contemplate a day in which the world could give me off, the world has instead thrown more work a top my plate! Undoubtedly this will most likely fuel the fire of time and will not allow these papers to be written. So without time what am I to do? I know, I know I hear your thoughts through this screen. In fact I feel the piercing stares of many pleading that I stop my blogging and write this paper! I will listen, though it is against my better judgement.
TO BE CONTINUED...

I should breathe

Yes, I know that the statement made in the title is one obvious by nature. The fact however remains that I am quite capable of forgetting to breathe and relax. There is so much going on that sometimes I wonder if it is humanly possible to be making the right choices. Between school, work, the house, sage (puppy), foster care and infertility I just don't know what to do with myself. I WANT IT ALL! I want the white picket fence in the perfect neighborhood, my masters degree, Nate and I to have careers, and 4 or more children. Please tell me is this too much to ask :(
I will be patient, I have to learn to be patient with my achievements in life... they will not all come at once.
Allie